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A DACIAN'S PRAYER
When death did not exist, nor yet eternity,
Before the seed of life had first set living
free,
When yesterday was nothing, and time had not
begun,
And one included all things, and all was less
than one,
When sun and moon and sky, the stars, the
spinning earth
Were still part of the things that had not
come to birth,
And You quite lonely stood... I ask myself
with awe,
Who is this mighty God we bow ourselves before.
Ere yet the Gods existed already He was God
And out of endless water with fire the lightning
shed;
He gave the Gods their reson, and joy to earth
did bring,
He brought to man forgiveness, and set salvation's
spring
Lift up your hearts in worship, a song of
praise enfreeing,
He is the death of dying, the primal birth
of being.
To him I owe my eyes that I can see the dawn,
To him I owe my heart wherein is pity born;
Whene'er I hear the tempest, I hear him pass
along
Midst multitude of voices raised in a holy
song;
And yet of his great mercy I beg still one
behest:
That I at last be taken to his eternal rest.
Be curses on the fellow who would my praise
acclaim,
But blessings upon him who does my soul defame;
Believe no matter whom who slanders my renown,
Give power to the arm that lifts to strike
me down;
Let him upon the earth above all others loom
Who steals away the stone that lies upon my
tomb.
Hunted by humanity, let me my whole life fly
Until I feel from weeping my very eyes are
dry;
Let everyone detest me no matter where I go,
Until from persecution myself I do not know;
Let misery and horror my heart transform to
stone,
That I may hate my mother, in whose love I
have grown;
Till hating and deceiving for me with love
will vie,
And I forget my suffering, and learn at last
to die.
Dishonoured let me perish, an outcast among
men;
My body less than worthy to block the gutter
then,
And may, o God of mercy, a crown of diamonds
wear
The one who gives my heart the hungry dogs
to tear,
While for the one who in my face does callous
fling a clod
In your eternal kingdom reserve a place, o
God.
Thus only, gracious Father, can I requitance
give
That you from your great bounty vouched me
the joy to live;
To gain eternal blessings my head I do not
bow,
But rather ask that you in hating compassion
show.
Till comes at last the evening, your breath
will mine efface,
And into endless nothing I go, and leave no
trace.
English version by Corneliu M. Popescu |